
Nowadays, I have changed a lot, but I was introverted in my childhood. In elementary school, I hated to be noticed by others and couldn¡¯t answer teachers¡¯ questions because I was ashamed. I have tried to change a little bit while growing older, but I still feel ashamed and uncomfortable when noticed by others. It is amazing that I now can cover for other people and write articles.
Actually, I recently realized that I haven¡¯t met people with sincerity after all. Although other people approached me for a favor, I used to step back and draw the boundary between me and them. Since I always took a step back, I have never fought with friends. That¡¯s the reason why I have few friends whom I approached with my sincerity.
However, when I usually meet people for the first time, I try to be nice to them. People may think I have a lot of friends and that I can get along with various people easily, yet my real personality is quite different from what they are thinking. I always stand back and look at other people in important situations because I don¡¯t want to be noticed by others and don¡¯t want to feel pressure.
University life has changed many things in my life, and it also changed me a lot. The most changed things are my mind for considering other people and my attitude of treating someone sincerely. In the past, I was indifferent with how they lived or what ideas they had. There were many friends who asked me to consult about their troubles, but I had a hard time responding to them because of my indifference.
I have met various people in university, and there were many people who have come to me sincerely. I think that¡¯s why I am now more mature. Now, as I¡¯m living and talking with people, I can feel the boundary, which I had drawn, has become faint. Such changes in me are awkward and I am still afraid of other people¡¯s attention. However, if I stay like I was in the past forever, I will not be able to go forward. I will be happier treating people whom I like, and who like me, with sincerity.


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